no for real. i honestly liked that he did end up doing it, cus i too would have probably done the same. "i end up hooking up with this guy cus the guy i have an unrequited love for, for like years, will never look my way. wait damn, do i have a chance??? but hook up guy is also really forward and seems to like me, but does he really. but what about crush?? he's my crush, the guy i have loved for years and he likes me too???"
sex is a very intimate act. a lot of feelings come forth and sometimes we do things we shouldn't.
param made mistakes and hurt people because he couldn't face his problems. but u know what that makes you? HUMAN... it's only human to make mistakes. and param knew he fucked up and apologised. he didn't expect hwi to forgive him, but he did hope and hwi did forgive him!!!
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Param was in love with one guy (han) and with the other it was sexual attraction (hwi) and hwi was fine with just casual fucks with mc , but as the story went on their roles switched and MC started falling for hwi while still attracted to han, it took mc getting seduced and finally sleeping with han to realize he didn't love him anymore just wanted to fuck him, if han had made him move earlier they would've gotten together I'm like 100 percent sure of that and if hwi had set the date earlier I'm sure param would've realized who he liked sooner but shit didn't end up that way, those of y'all mad about ch 40 must've not read ch 25 like-
Also side note let's not act like Mr Han isn't absolutely hot af like Lord help me when he had that pleading look leaning in for a kiss omg, also the shirt unbuttoning scene FUCK, hwi is also absolutely fine af , like the underwear workout scene is never leaving my brain fr, but like imagine both of em tryna hit, I don't blame MC for being wishy washy. IN FACT I think the better way for him to have made his choice should've been a threesome in the gym. That's just me tho idk
Also ngl kinda found that one ex friend of hwi hot, he's a scumbag but I might've let him hit fr.