He wasn’t actually planning on doing it its just hardcore fantasy he’s having out of pure frustration that the ml is lying to him and keeping secrets. He’s thinking that ml is doing the worst behind his back, so he is fantasizing hardcore preventative measures to stop it. Its kinda like when someone gets on ur nerves so you think about killing them or slapping or cussing them out but u wouldn’t actually do it cuz u don’t actually want to do those things and have self control. He’s not actually gonna do it, he’s just fantasizing about it which is the way the brain copes with anger or stress.
this.
What the fuck? Why did MC's personality change so much? he was so smart and likable before whyyyyyyy