idk if I can carry on

I started reading this story bc I love the phantom of the opera (I have read SO MANY dark romances about it) but this is too much... I am literally only here until I see the phantom's face. I need to know what he looks like. Why are there never any proper warnings about r*pe in manhwa/manga?? Why is it so normalised in ABO especially like... author, are you messed up? Do you enjoy drawing graphic r*pe scenes every other chapter?? I'd be so pissed if I paid for a chapter just for it to be r*pe bc I don't want to support that shit