icl i get it hes super insecure and wants his feelings to be validated Ill be delulu somtimes and think about someones past (like a friend LOL IM LONELY AS FUCK NEVER BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP AHHAHA) like ill think about their past friends and how Ill compare myself to them (I KNOW I NEED TO GET THAT FIXED LOLL) ill tend to get overly affectionate and shower them with gifts because I dont want to be compared and I want to be validated as a good friend so I get the ML for acting that way but i would NEVER mention it or like show it LOL ill hide my feelings and ALWAYS expect the worst of things (which is why i try to make up for it by showering gifts n stuffs) anyways when I realize the feelings are not the same i.e i dont get the same affection that i give them then ill get so turned off and then im lonely again soooo ya i know its not the same but i can relate
icl i get it hes super insecure and wants his feelings to be validated Ill be delulu somtimes and think about someones past (like a friend LOL IM LONELY AS FUCK NEVER BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP AHHAHA) like ill think about their past friends and how Ill compare myself to them (I KNOW I NEED TO GET THAT FIXED LOLL) ill tend to get overly affectionate and shower them with gifts because I dont want to be compared and I want to be validated as a good friend so I get the ML for acting that way but i would NEVER mention it or like show it LOL ill hide my feelings and ALWAYS expect the worst of things (which is why i try to make up for it by showering gifts n stuffs) anyways when I realize the feelings are not the same i.e i dont get the same affection that i give them then ill get so turned off and then im lonely again soooo ya i know its not the same but i can relate