Still reading, chapter 44 rn

BIG DADDY October 25, 2024 10:01 pm

I really like this, I dont know how to even explain it because I just relate with literally everyone in this (makoto, aoi and Ryuji), makes you really appreciate the complexity of the human mind ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Be ready for a rant

Also as a trans individual who doesn’t miss out on the euphoria and dysphoria, this is so nice to see, even if makoto isnt trans its clearly a very deepminded lgbtq+ story. Idc if it isnt a BL or not, for some reason its so hard for me to find pieces of media about gender dysphoria that I can relate to, and reading this really makes me feel like im not alone. The author doesn’t have to be queer or genderqueer but I just really like how its portrayed here.
I live how I also can relate with Aoi, especially on the “nothing is too important” “as long as it keeps the other person happy” “being nice to everyone” really reminds me of myself, trying to please everyone because Im so lost with myself, I dont know what I like and who I like but im fine as long as it doesn’t cause any trouble. Distancing myself from other people because of it and only being emotionally open to one person because I dont have to be “perfect” in front of them. I hate the fact that I can relate to her so much.
Ryuji is a hopeless romantic like just like me fr, knowing you like that person but nkt wanting to mess things up because you know theyre out of reach and it will never be true as it is in your fantasies.

Genuinely one of my favs rn. If any1 has other genderqueer manga recommendations I would appreciate it a lot

Responses
    pansexual ★★★☆★ February 1, 2025 6:08 am

    Yes I want them all went trip
    I'm happy for aoi
    I hope Ryuji will be find a nice partner in future too
    For me it doesn't matter it'll boy or girl etc
    But I hope he will find a nice partner
    But for now they're still in school so I want them all spending time with each other just like before