I don’t think that’s it. I related to him, as I have severe anxiety that stops me from apologizing or speaking my mind. It’s not a full on excuse, like Mitsumi or anyone else for that matter doesn’t have to put up with if they don’t want to - that’s their choice. But when you have had certain experiences that have basically traumatized you, it’s not always easy. To deal with it you put up a facade, which is mostly so you don’t burden others with your problems. The psyche behind any kind of anxiety is very multi-layered, and I feel this mangaka has done a fabulous job showcasing the varying different kinds in different people.
That’s true I get that, I also have and am dealing w the same things but I don’t want to become like the ppl that traumatised and caused me to have these conditions in the first place yk? Like I get he wants ppl to see the real him, but although it may seem harsh he can’t complain that ppl don’t know the real him when he hasn’t shown it to anyone. Imo the only reason my he can have ‘deep’ feelings for mitsumi is bc she was sincere and genuine in her thoughts, feelings and actions. Whereas till this point shima has been the complete opposite. So why is he sad that she’s only seeing the ‘shallow’ parts of him when that’s all he allowed her to see.
Icl shoot me if yu must yeh, but this guy doesn’t deserve my ball of sunshine at all idc idc.
How ppl just moving on the lazy passive ahh way he treated her in the past idk. No acknowledgment no apology no nothing. Bro has done fuck all and he treats his friends the exact careless way like
And before anyone be saying oh they just wee teens this is normallll - I’m the same age and he’s still jarring asf. Bro had ample time to pattern up but instead was doing up pity party ahh soliloquies like dpmo.
Like abeg my girl is doing up bigger, better and brighter things why should she wait for yu to correct ur shit. Yu wasteman