Responses
No he said that because Jay knows he almost gave up and wanted to die. It was his innate wish to just die. So when Jay called him he could reach it but flashback of his brother stopped him. That's why Jay is angry, cause he wanted to die.
Yeah i think its this. And also angry at the people who hurt him
Or the scene from drama, since he basically just did it for real forgetting it was acting till he landed safely
bro just went through so much and this is what jay has to say (im sure itll end up being sweet somehow)