For those of y’all who read the novel — what was the most traumatizing scene for you ? Mine was

harimauSugar October 23, 2024 7:57 pm

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When they made raymond almost have sex with jerome’s horse. Nothing beats the shock + humiliation of that scene even tho things get worse for raymond down the line

Responses
    pluckaduck October 25, 2024 10:04 am

    same, in terms of shock value, that one was crazy. but the one that hits harder emotionally IMO is when the mom committed suicide. i legit was tearing up.

    pluckaduck October 25, 2024 10:07 am
    same, in terms of shock value, that one was crazy. but the one that hits harder emotionally IMO is when the mom committed suicide. i legit was tearing up. pluckaduck

    shit, i forgot to hide my comment. sry for people who didn't want to get spoiled.

    harimauSugar October 25, 2024 10:49 am
    same, in terms of shock value, that one was crazy. but the one that hits harder emotionally IMO is when the mom committed suicide. i legit was tearing up. pluckaduck

    Yaa literally simon’s fault for showing her ray in the first place tbh i didn’t cry bc of her death bc she still a b!tch to me but i cried when raymond was looking for chris + making self-reflections on his life.

    Unknown October 26, 2024 5:23 pm
    Yaa literally simon’s fault for showing her ray in the first place tbh i didn’t cry bc of her death bc she still a b!tch to me but i cried when raymond was looking for chris + making self-reflections on hi... harimauSugar

    Where are you all reading this please tell I want to read as well

    ZayllZstlls October 27, 2024 12:43 pm

    Sorry what? Did I read that correctly? With a horse?

    pluckaduck October 27, 2024 12:57 pm
    Yaa literally simon’s fault for showing her ray in the first place tbh i didn’t cry bc of her death bc she still a b!tch to me but i cried when raymond was looking for chris + making self-reflections on hi... harimauSugar

    when u say looking for chris do u mean








    at the beginning of the third arc, when ray was looking for info about the boys, or during timothy's party where he subsequently found him in that abused state.

    harimauSugar October 27, 2024 10:36 pm
    when u say looking for chris do u meanat the beginning of the third arc, when ray was looking for info about the boys, or during timothy's party where he subsequently found him in that abused state. pluckaduck

    yk how he was wandering around for a long time, picking up clues to find christopher/christina? Raymond’s internal monologue killed me

    harimauSugar October 27, 2024 10:47 pm
    Sorry what? Did I read that correctly? With a horse? ZayllZstlls

    u read it right the boys on the top floor just looooove raymond sm (⊙…⊙ )