Looking for the BL manga

Hello~~ once again I'm here asking for help ㅠㅠ
I've read a manga where the mc and ml are childhood friends. The mc refer to himself in 3rd person coz it makes him cute as what the people around him always say. He was confident until they were in middle school. He began feeling insecure since the ml was handsome and is surrounded by pretty people. The ml has heterochromia, different eye color. The mc thought that he should stop referring to himself in 3rd person and started to avoid the ml and this bothered the ml, tho it was the ml who made the mc insecure/outcast? Anyways, I wanna check it again since the translation was bad, I was thinking that maybe someone uploaded a better one.

Please help me once again