I kinda relate to neul, and I wouldnt say unfortunately, but it is something to heal from when Jay is someone I consider my type and would have trouble getting over. I don’t mean to generalize anything, but it’s pretty common for us lesbians to go back to our toxic first love given the chance, it’s embedded in our brain (for me at least). They’re somewhat a trauma response and happens when you don’t know how to process a past rejection transitioning into blatant validation (straight up).
Jay’s very aggressive, yet caring, someone who cant speak their mind but means well, how can I not like someone like that… it sucks but thats a pretty realistic ending I’m ngl (speaking from experience) Hey im not saying this is good btw, but I like their story the most, and maybe they could’ve narrated it better but gaddayum there’s something to dream about (very controversial take) Not justifying what she did to the first couple though, hurting others is not apart of my moral, and if she was someone I know, I would meddle and make things right of course. Our problem is ours, don’t pull others into our sufferings.
For the long run though, the relationship often never ends well because one of us would repeat the same mistake, but you’ve gotta learn to forgive to make any progress. Also to be fair they were kids, can’t expect some human teenage girl to understand the fucked up thing she did if no one ever told her that was wrong. Sapphic relationships are the most complex and vague fucking thing to have yourself to figure out. Who else is gay in this world that you know of when you were just a 14 years old kid. No one. You are alone in that journey, we both are (Neul and jay)
Plus you have once been a villain in someones story, if you don’t think so, you will need to reflect on yourself because being all good is evil. You need to recognise evil and flaws to be empathetic and understand that what you did might’ve looked fine to you but not for others. This is a different story anyway.
We learn from our mistakes, and try our best not to repeat them. I’m speaking for Neul assuming that we have the same thought process. It gets annoying a lot, but we love the other person too much to care. It goes both way and thats why it worked for them.
Also for that person complaining about the lacking of sex positions, I think the author has got plenty of good representation of the common ones, you could write a feedback suggesting other ways ? I just think its a little weird to care for such intricate detail on a shared website. Or you could search them on an actual yuri site for good smut. I just feel like author purposely only showed this much?
Anyways thanks for coming to my tedtalk, and the point of this talk is to lighten your thoughts and resentments for Jay (or Neul but mostly Jay bcuz damn yall hate her fr I actually fw her a lot)
I kinda relate to neul, and I wouldnt say unfortunately, but it is something to heal from when Jay is someone I consider my type and would have trouble getting over. I don’t mean to generalize anything, but it’s pretty common for us lesbians to go back to our toxic first love given the chance, it’s embedded in our brain (for me at least). They’re somewhat a trauma response and happens when you don’t know how to process a past rejection transitioning into blatant validation (straight up).
Jay’s very aggressive, yet caring, someone who cant speak their mind but means well, how can I not like someone like that… it sucks but thats a pretty realistic ending I’m ngl (speaking from experience) Hey im not saying this is good btw, but I like their story the most, and maybe they could’ve narrated it better but gaddayum there’s something to dream about (very controversial take) Not justifying what she did to the first couple though, hurting others is not apart of my moral, and if she was someone I know, I would meddle and make things right of course. Our problem is ours, don’t pull others into our sufferings.
For the long run though, the relationship often never ends well because one of us would repeat the same mistake, but you’ve gotta learn to forgive to make any progress. Also to be fair they were kids, can’t expect some human teenage girl to understand the fucked up thing she did if no one ever told her that was wrong. Sapphic relationships are the most complex and vague fucking thing to have yourself to figure out. Who else is gay in this world that you know of when you were just a 14 years old kid. No one. You are alone in that journey, we both are (Neul and jay)
Plus you have once been a villain in someones story, if you don’t think so, you will need to reflect on yourself because being all good is evil. You need to recognise evil and flaws to be empathetic and understand that what you did might’ve looked fine to you but not for others. This is a different story anyway.
We learn from our mistakes, and try our best not to repeat them. I’m speaking for Neul assuming that we have the same thought process. It gets annoying a lot, but we love the other person too much to care. It goes both way and thats why it worked for them.
Also for that person complaining about the lacking of sex positions, I think the author has got plenty of good representation of the common ones, you could write a feedback suggesting other ways ? I just think its a little weird to care for such intricate detail on a shared website. Or you could search them on an actual yuri site for good smut. I just feel like author purposely only showed this much?
Anyways thanks for coming to my tedtalk, and the point of this talk is to lighten your thoughts and resentments for Jay (or Neul but mostly Jay bcuz damn yall hate her fr I actually fw her a lot)