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Wait is this the novel or did the manhwa? Finish
novel, manhwa aint even close to being finished (≧∀≦)
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Wait is this the novel or did the manhwa? Finish
novel, manhwa aint even close to being finished (≧∀≦)
(im not giving up until mmg lets me post this)
IM NOT EXAGGERATING. THESE TWO ISTG. (also im posting this here cause Im promoting rainbossi again and its your cue to read it. WHY ARE THEY SO FUCKING ADORABLE, I GOT SO MANY ADORABLE QUOTES HERE AND YALL WILL UNDERSTNAD WHAT I MEAN (MEGA NOVEL SPOILERS)
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(SPOILERS AGAIN)
1. The message that Jo-woon had given Seokhwa. Kwak Suhwan headed to Russia using only that one piece of paper as a landmark. If Seokhwa wasn't here, he would have wandered around all the places we had been together. So if Seokhwa didn't exist in the world, Kwak Su-hwan had no reason to live. No matter what happened, he decided to leave at least one bullet behind.
2. On the first day, I cried like a child and tried to comfort Seokhwa. When I slowly turned Seokhwa's body, his face was soaked with tears. Even if I wiped his cheeks with both hands, it would not dry. Kwak Soohwan hugged Seokhwa tightly in his arms.
Still, he couldn't believe it, so he crossed his arms over his skinny back and his sadly shaking shoulders. He longed for Seokhwa as if he would seep into him and become one with him.
3. Seokhwa held the rope tight enough to squeeze his hand. Last night, while organizing his uniform, he found a pistol. And there was only one bullet. The bullet was much heavier than usual, and seemed to be loaded with the weight of death.
Seokhwa couldn't say anything like,
"Don't die with me even if I die." He had experienced it deeply while he was away, how painful it was to be left behind.
4. Kwak Suhwan had no choice but to follow Seokhwa around like a puppy waiting for its owner.
5. Kwak Soohwan also knew that he shouldn't be the one who holds Seokhwa in his arms or hands. Even so, I was greedy for Seokhwa's world to be filled with me. Even if Seokhwa meets various people, I don't think he will lose his heart or like someone else more. I was confident enough about Seokhwa's heart. So this is just a childish feeling.
6.As the waves mixed with Kwak Suhwan's song, his heart also found stability and beat evenly.
He was with me when I left this place, my hometown and the beginning of my memories, and he was with me when I came back.
7.Seokhwa wanted to stay with Kwak Suhwan all night more than anyone else.
8.[I love you so much.]
It ended with the confession. So he couldn't hear the words 'me too.' Seokhwa pressed the call button on her phone, still awkwardly.
[Why? What's going on?]
Kwak Soo-hwan's voice was urgent.
He must have known something was going on because he got a call right after he hung up.
"Me too."
(THIS FUCKING SCENE ISTG, BABY CALLED MAJOR KWAK BACK JUST TO TELL HIM HE LOVES HIM TOO)
9.He gently hugged Seokhwa and placed him on top of him. The bathtub was deep enough for Seokhwa to sink down to his chest.
Kwak Suhwan caressed Seokhwa's thighs, stomach, and chest with his hands. Thinking about my hobby and healing time, a day passed quickly. I wonder if our Seok Doctor knows how much I want to be with him all day.
10. No one in the world should be alone.
That's why it was clear that we would be together until the end.
"Now... .... All I'm obsessed with is you, Suhwan."
11. In my closed world, my mother loved me very much. Dr. Oh Yangseok sympathized with me and invited me to his house sometimes, and there was also a motive for knocking on my door at the learning center.
However, the world I had locked myself in never opened. After my mother passed away, I gave up and lived, thinking that there would be no one who would understand me.
However, Kwak Suhwan changed me. He was the kind of person who would force open a door and smash it.
And I may have waited for such a person for a long time.
(I WAS IN CLASS WHEN I READ THIS PART AND I WAS HEAVING, I COULDN'T FUCKING BREATH, I WANNA DIE SO BAD BECAUSE OF THESE TWO)
LIKE ACTUALLY WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS. RUINED ROMANCE FOR ME, NOW I DON'T WANNA BE IN A RELATIONSHIP UNLESS IT'S THIS. LIKE ACTUAL PEAK, ITS SO FUCKING POETIC IM DONE IM ACTUALLY DONE. MY HEART CANT TAKE IT IM GONNA DIE. WHYYYYYYYY WHY ARE THEY SO FUCKING PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER.
im actually giving up on romance, these two ruined me, but I love them both so so much.
anyways step up and read rainbow city today!!!!!