I think the Author did a real interesting job in minimizing the rape scene's which is why people seem so comfortable and eager to ship MC with any one of his rapist (except pink hair cause he's been consistently pyscho). Like shortly after each rape he's like out in about with them like nothing happened (mostly risking their lives), and its not until he's alone with them or about to be raped again that you see the trauma. Only to get washed away again. My point being, why would you want him to be with any rapist, especially the commander who never once acknowledged what was happening to MC and even try to gaslight him into believing it was consensual. None of them deserve him though I know that's not gonna happen, but people saying they want him to be with all 4 is wild crazy to me. I get some stories have rape, and that rape doesn't define a story, but to actually root for rapist is so weird to me.
Also I actually thought based on some comments i wouldn't like the story overall or the MC, but I actually like the MC. And despite all the ugliness of the story it even made me cry, and root for the MC, until the end of season 2 wtf was that. This was a 180 degree shift in the span of 2 chapters, it literally made no damn sense and followed zero logic. It went from him crying, to wanting to kill someone, to getting sexually assaulted, to using pet names and begging for sex, to blushing and cuddling telling him his likes.... What in the actual F**K!! I get grief can affect people in different ways, but that made no sense, and went against MC personality. It felt like the author was tryna whitewash all his trauma. Lastly, I saw some comments wondering why he still went with them into the gate, and it's sad to say but I think it's cause he wants to die, and going in there always meant dying to him. I am not really interested in finding out the end game, but I do want to know how the mission will end, so I'll hang on until that point.
I think the Author did a real interesting job in minimizing the rape scene's which is why people seem so comfortable and eager to ship MC with any one of his rapist (except pink hair cause he's been consistently pyscho). Like shortly after each rape he's like out in about with them like nothing happened (mostly risking their lives), and its not until he's alone with them or about to be raped again that you see the trauma. Only to get washed away again. My point being, why would you want him to be with any rapist, especially the commander who never once acknowledged what was happening to MC and even try to gaslight him into believing it was consensual. None of them deserve him though I know that's not gonna happen, but people saying they want him to be with all 4 is wild crazy to me. I get some stories have rape, and that rape doesn't define a story, but to actually root for rapist is so weird to me.
Also I actually thought based on some comments i wouldn't like the story overall or the MC, but I actually like the MC. And despite all the ugliness of the story it even made me cry, and root for the MC, until the end of season 2 wtf was that. This was a 180 degree shift in the span of 2 chapters, it literally made no damn sense and followed zero logic. It went from him crying, to wanting to kill someone, to getting sexually assaulted, to using pet names and begging for sex, to blushing and cuddling telling him his likes.... What in the actual F**K!! I get grief can affect people in different ways, but that made no sense, and went against MC personality. It felt like the author was tryna whitewash all his trauma. Lastly, I saw some comments wondering why he still went with them into the gate, and it's sad to say but I think it's cause he wants to die, and going in there always meant dying to him. I am not really interested in finding out the end game, but I do want to know how the mission will end, so I'll hang on until that point.