I also felt bad for Kevin bc you don't end up in drugs unless you have a situation going on for you, which was clearly hinted in a few chapters before. I know he did bad things but if he was clean he may have not do that but since I have the feeling that he wanted to be famous asap I get why he would get addicted, especially in the industry of entertainment where everything is so unstable and most of the time they need sponsors to get fame quicker than the others.
I'm not justifying doing drugs, drugs are clearly bad and the context matters a lot bc the industry entertainment is full of junkies and drug addicts whether it be alcoholic or straight up drugs. So, I think it's "easier" for idols or any person related to the industry to do it under peer pressure or because they get along with the bad guys that have a lot of power and connections in the industry. It may start as a normal dose for relief purposes (like a lot of singers or actors under stress and anxiety get recommended strong medicines that can become drugs to relieve themselves by others that are already tainted and offer more hard stuff) but then they get addicted and start the whole cycle again with other idols and so on.
Obviously drugs are bad, I know and I don't encourage the use of them. In fact, I had a family member abuse drugs so I'm oppose to it but it was also hard.
I hope I'm explaining it right bc english isn't my first language :(
Why do I actually feel bad for Kevin…