Responses
maybe this one?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/idol_kun_wa_abakaretai/
It's that one! Thank youuu
you're welcomee
It's a BL manga about an idol who had an unrequited love in hs I think? The idol met up with his old crush again and pretended to be kinky just to be with him, but it turns out it was all his first time