That's not his main concern lol his main concern is now everyone know that his man is kind and it's not really their secrets anymore. He is glad ofc that his man is kind and all, but the feeling of you used to be only one that know about this and you assume it as your special thing with your crush but now everyone know about it is kinda not good.
Yeah, i mean that's the point. He and his crush got this secret that only them know. It's special just for them to know. But now that everyone know, this is secret no more, so.. it's not special anymore. He want to keep the secret tm be something that is special for just noth of them. It's just like that.
I mean... You went through that and know it feels disgusting and traumatizing, and instead of being proud that your man saved another victim your first thought is... being selfish? ( ̄∇ ̄")