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i feel like dojun has absolutely no regard for himself which makes it hard for him to be in the relationship w taeseok. he self sabotages real bad. he cant fathom how someone else could feel so much for him to the point of going after someone who caused him pain when dojun would’ve taken the blame and been like “oh maybe he said that bc i did this” yk. i think its a very accurate representation of people who suffer from bad self sabotaging specially in relationships. its hard, but with tae’s unconditional love for him they will make it through (omg this is so long sorru)
SPOILERS FOR NEXT 4 CHAPTERS
so afterward they go home and Dojun is sick, someone comes by I didn't recognize maybe the brother? Idk He tells Dojun that some guy has been standing outside Dojun's place, it's Taeseok of course not some random. He starts thinking about how he lashed out because he felt like Tae had muddled in something that was his buisness, but really thinks it was just an excuse Dojun could use to run away. In a text Tae asks if by quit he meant breaking up and asks if Dojun needs time to think about it and Dojun says yes he will. Soon after Dojun goes to visit Tae's mom and she tells him about how she feels she failed him by not being in his life enough. She seems to know about the relationship and tells him she caused her son to be afraid of being abandoned. Dojun thinks that maybe Tae did what he did because he was doing what the mother dud, in other words made him insecure about the relationship and thinking Dojun was ready to leave at any time. Than it's Tae's turn to visit his mom and she apologizes for everything. They go to get some pictures taken taken together. Than sadly she passes away. But at the funeral after everyone left Dojun shows up and they hug and Dojun tells him he shouldn't go through that alone. Dojun apologizes saying he shouldnt have left him alone.