Japanese language

That's how I felt when Yuri On Ice was still on air too aha,, the only thing you can do is start to take it seriously from now on, so the next time you come across a japanese manga, you don't have to wait for the translations

But idk where to start with?its really hard to learn jpn language by yourself
In my highschool we learn how to speak basic conversation not taught how to read yaoi lol

I'm in my first year at highschool (american wise), but I don't even have a teacher or tutor, I'm completely self taught. What school should teach you is the grammar and rules, so all you've got left to study is your vocab. What I'd recommend you do is go onto memrise, and use the anime and manga for beginners course, which will teach you all the words you'll need for it. I tend to read yaoi with furigana, so kanji won't be a problem for me (Love Stage is is complete furigana so you should probably start there, order them off amazon.jp or something)

Yeah thank u, i think im understand what u mean by self taught
And i need more motivation for this