Honestly this is literally torture porn it’s continuous rape until chapter 29 and then when any semblance of romance or consensual intimacy occurs It happens for four chapters and by 35 then takes an absolutely horrific turn Shit is abhorrent this just 45 chapters of abuse and manipulation this isn’t just dark themes it’s absolutely twisted very much victim, shaming, blaming, and abuser apologist using abuse/victimhood as a romance material and plot device I have severe ocd I’m a Completionist at my core and this was so hard to get through 45 chapters and no light or hope shit scrambled my brain
Honestly this is literally torture porn it’s continuous rape until chapter 29 and then when any semblance of romance or consensual intimacy occurs It happens for four chapters and by 35 then takes an absolutely horrific turn Shit is abhorrent this just 45 chapters of abuse and manipulation this isn’t just dark themes it’s absolutely twisted very much victim, shaming, blaming, and abuser apologist using abuse/victimhood as a romance material and plot device
I have severe ocd I’m a Completionist at my core and this was so hard to get through 45 chapters and no light or hope shit scrambled my brain