rereading this in 2024, i fw it heavy

991847466015 October 15, 2024 2:55 am

rereading all the comments kinda make me sad but idgaf as much anymore.

js gonna throw all my thoughts out there in bullet points and then elaborate.

theres a lot of nuance to these characters (however their backstories arent really looked into outside of the fl so its hard for you to see of it from a surface level type deal).

also i dont remember any of their names so here are the abbreviations:
ml: male lead, blonde pretty you
fl: female lead, blue hair
yul: just yul, black hair obsessive (i only remember his name cuz hes my favorite)

lets talk about yul.
this bitch def got bpd. fl being his fp. like holy. i see a lot of me in him (IM HEALING DONT BASH ME, IM GENUINELY TRYING TO BE A GOOD PERSON, I JS GOT SPITED WITH SEVERAL MENTAL DISORDERS THAT CHANGES THE WAY I PERCIEVE THINGS AND THINK ABOUT THIS, OK? IF U SAW LIFE FROM MY PERSPECTIVE WITH MY THOUGHTS AND MY BRAIN, YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND) so i empathize with him. fear of abandonment, check. just look at the shit he does to keep the ones he cares about close to him. begging in his hands and knees plus clinging onto fl is crazy (yapping as if i havent done the same shit). using manipulative and honestly fucked up ways to keep fl around him, aka avoid any perceived abandonment because in his mind, hes probably like: "if i can make her completely dependent on me, she wont ever be able to leave me" and we've already established that bro does not care about anything outside being by her side. he be crossdressing, taking a whole new identity, stalking her ass, fucking with her relationships, EVERYTHING BRUH. plus he does this thing where he uses leverage against others to get what he wants (aka blackmailing ml with losing his job and reputation, hanging money over his sisters head, doing ballsy shit like threatening fls friend, LIKE WHAAAAAAT

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