ik mc says that’s just how he is, but do these things really just slide off your shoulders like water? does none of it hurt, or none of it stick to you? i wonder if he internalizes what’s said to him even if he doesn’t react outwardly (i.e. when he’s treated like an alien, he treats others as aliens)
like i wonder if he’ll reach a boiling point where he lets everyone get some. or maybe he really is alien in nature (i say this lovingly). he def doesn’t give as much of a fuck about conventional things the way most people do, and i love that, but i wonder how much of the cruelty he dealt with had a toll on him. clearly it is now, with how hes convinced ml will leave him and the relationship won’t last long, but iskkk
ik mc says that’s just how he is, but do these things really just slide off your shoulders like water? does none of it hurt, or none of it stick to you? i wonder if he internalizes what’s said to him even if he doesn’t react outwardly (i.e. when he’s treated like an alien, he treats others as aliens)
like i wonder if he’ll reach a boiling point where he lets everyone get some. or maybe he really is alien in nature (i say this lovingly). he def doesn’t give as much of a fuck about conventional things the way most people do, and i love that, but i wonder how much of the cruelty he dealt with had a toll on him. clearly it is now, with how hes convinced ml will leave him and the relationship won’t last long, but iskkk