Sometimes, I just feel like we're reading different mangas. Alpha's feelings are valid. I say that it's the accumulation of things he's worrying about but brush it off multiple times because uke does something that makes him feel secured but the thing is, those little worries were not clarified by talking to the uke. So once something major happen, it becomes the release of all the past grievances. (Also, if your boyfriend did not even confront you or ask about the fact that you were photographed in a tabloid kissing another person, you will have the thought that he doesn't give af about you) He was aware of the ugly feelings he is having and he hates feeling that way. They just need to talk about it and to clarify things. Those aren't reasons to hate either of them or even the 3rd party (coz if I'm in his situation and I observed the same things, I will think that it was truly onesided. So props to mitsuki for being a really good actor because he can fool a 3rd party)
Sometimes, I just feel like we're reading different mangas. Alpha's feelings are valid. I say that it's the accumulation of things he's worrying about but brush it off multiple times because uke does something that makes him feel secured but the thing is, those little worries were not clarified by talking to the uke. So once something major happen, it becomes the release of all the past grievances. (Also, if your boyfriend did not even confront you or ask about the fact that you were photographed in a tabloid kissing another person, you will have the thought that he doesn't give af about you) He was aware of the ugly feelings he is having and he hates feeling that way. They just need to talk about it and to clarify things. Those aren't reasons to hate either of them or even the 3rd party (coz if I'm in his situation and I observed the same things, I will think that it was truly onesided. So props to mitsuki for being a really good actor because he can fool a 3rd party)