Currently I’m only in chap 60 I’m gonna read another story and recontinue this

Keoelo October 10, 2024 11:04 pm

Is Ilmi that bad? I mean, she doesn’t seem that terrible. I mean she’s been wanting to become an idol for so long and hasn’t been able to debut because of her manager or something and I just think she’s so stressed about her feelings and stuff and that’s why she’s acting like this. But honestly, it doesn’t excuse whatever bad stuff she does. I dislike the manager like she should understand and know how desperate ilmi is about debuting, but yet she doesn’t let her like is something secretive happening?? And I feel like she’s gonna let chaerii debut instead of ilmi and she’s prob gonna break down emotionally and physically like she cant accept it since chaerii is already dating her crush (cant spell his name) and like now she’s gonna feel like she is taking everything away from her like her crush, her dream, and her friends. Idk how this would end tho I really like this story so far.

Responses
    seya-san October 18, 2024 10:33 am

    It's not like anyone is bad. Ilmi's family teached her to be distant from everyone so she was. She doesn't trust anyone relying only on herself. It leads her to manipulation, deceit, loneliness and growing tiredness.

    Her manager is a shady person, with her own past, including her relationship with Ilmi's family. I think we'll find out what is on her mind soon.

    cobrakai1972 October 18, 2024 5:27 pm

    Bro, she is that bad. Fucking hate the bitch, With her hypocritical ass. She denied herself by not dating her best friend because of her career. But now that she saw that chaerin Can date freely and is a natural genius at her idol skills, She’s going crazy with her inferiority complex. She’s a shit friend And a shit idol.

    She did so many crazy shit. I feel like you guys keep forgetting because she puts up this front like she’s some poor victim. Kissed her best friend, basically assaulting him, tried to get between his relationship, tried to get between chaerin and onyus friendship, is a mean girl to her whole friend group, blackmailing her friends being manipulative etc.

    Her childhood and her infinity complex doesn’t excuse her actions. I don’t feel a sympathy for her at all.

    It sucks that her manager is doing her wrong but it’s her dumb ass fault for not seeing, I mean 6 years? Girl be so fr, they don’t want u at that point. She relied on her whole life on being an idol and nothing else, Doing this cause a dependency on being an idol and she thinks if she’s not an idol, she’s nothing without it. All her actions led up to this

    Keoelo October 19, 2024 11:35 pm
    Bro, she is that bad. Fucking hate the bitch, With her hypocritical ass. She denied herself by not dating her best friend because of her career. But now that she saw that chaerin Can date freely and is a natura... cobrakai1972

    I forgot about that part but ye I agree I haven’t read it in a while I lost interest to read I’ll continue later

    Keoelo October 19, 2024 11:36 pm
    It's not like anyone is bad. Ilmi's family teached her to be distant from everyone so she was. She doesn't trust anyone relying only on herself. It leads her to manipulation, deceit, loneliness and growing tire... seya-san

    Yea

    seya-san October 23, 2024 9:43 am
    Bro, she is that bad. Fucking hate the bitch, With her hypocritical ass. She denied herself by not dating her best friend because of her career. But now that she saw that chaerin Can date freely and is a natura... cobrakai1972

    You're talking about excuses and I'm talking about why is she like that. Ilmi can't be another person in a family with beloved ideal older daughter and other daughter who is Ilmi. But Ilmi is struggling because what she learnt in her family doesn't work in everyday life, her vision somehow isn't right, she feels it. She met Cher, the person Ilmi can be in a different life, the person with close friend, boyfriend, talents and may be a shady family like hers.

    I feel sympathy for every character in this story cause I know for sure that they can exist in reality, I can meet people like them. Actually I've already met worse. That's why you should read stories and think about "why" rather than "who".

    RAISON October 23, 2024 12:30 pm
    You're talking about excuses and I'm talking about why is she like that. Ilmi can't be another person in a family with beloved ideal older daughter and other daughter who is Ilmi. But Ilmi is struggling because... seya-san

    I agree with that but at the same time you can’t deny that since she was younger Ilmi had been creating messy relationships to make sure she has the “most cards” in her hand

    I’m surprised their group lasted this long when they were based on a controlling facade

    cobrakai1972 October 24, 2024 6:18 am
    You're talking about excuses and I'm talking about why is she like that. Ilmi can't be another person in a family with beloved ideal older daughter and other daughter who is Ilmi. But Ilmi is struggling because... seya-san

    Girl I wasn’t even talking to u lmao

    cobrakai1972 October 24, 2024 6:19 am
    I agree with that but at the same time you can’t deny that since she was younger Ilmi had been creating messy relationships to make sure she has the “most cards” in her handI’m surprised their group las... RAISON

    Literally but their all so desperate to keep their group and rep they don’t mind being fake

    seya-san October 25, 2024 7:36 pm
    I agree with that but at the same time you can’t deny that since she was younger Ilmi had been creating messy relationships to make sure she has the “most cards” in her handI’m surprised their group las... RAISON

    Yes, Ilmi was like that from the start. She was born in such family with its own colours. She can't be another person in such circumstances. There is hope for her but it's hard to break what you believe was the reason you're strong and independent.

    seya-san October 25, 2024 7:37 pm
    Girl I wasn’t even talking to u lmao cobrakai1972

    But you were talking so I replied. Nevermind then.

    cobrakai1972 October 25, 2024 8:20 pm
    But you were talking so I replied. Nevermind then. seya-san

    Ok lol