My girl hestia really deserves everything good in the world. It pains me how the novel describe Hestia's pains. How she view herself as the "reader" and not really an existing person, how worthless she deem herself to be after kael says that he wants to stop and will not support the crown princess's dethroning. I do understand kael that he wanted to focus to just only to themselves but my girl literally saw you commiting suicide with her own eyes. She knows everything about you—every pain, the kind of love that you gives and the love that you get in return. She knows you more than herself. I literally had to stop reading for a minute after reading Hestia's thoughts when you said you wanted to stop. That you will protect the crown princess in the end (he didn't). That if she close her eyes, she's back to her world. Even the crown prince notice how much she loves kael but has no lingering attachment to this world that it's okay for her if she dies again. 'I wasn't trying to die, I was only trying to return' (hestia, no, my love, it's the same༎‿༎
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My girl hestia really deserves everything good in the world. It pains me how the novel describe Hestia's pains. How she view herself as the "reader" and not really an existing person, how worthless she deem herself to be after kael says that he wants to stop and will not support the crown princess's dethroning. I do understand kael that he wanted to focus to just only to themselves but my girl literally saw you commiting suicide with her own eyes. She knows everything about you—every pain, the kind of love that you gives and the love that you get in return. She knows you more than herself. I literally had to stop reading for a minute after reading Hestia's thoughts when you said you wanted to stop. That you will protect the crown princess in the end (he didn't). That if she close her eyes, she's back to her world. Even the crown prince notice how much she loves kael but has no lingering attachment to this world that it's okay for her if she dies again. 'I wasn't trying to die, I was only trying to return' (hestia, no, my love, it's the same༎‿༎