On Chapter 67 rn

jyugos_nō1stan October 7, 2024 4:16 am

I'm on chapter 67 rn so y'all don't jump me for this one but I'm starting to have no hope in their relationship anymore?? I SWEAR I'm not hating or anything but.... atp I'm thinking Jin should do whatever the fuck he wants to do and rule over the company, or go on his suicide mission or whatever he wants and Mathew should just move on to someone else or something and get therapy (bro clearly needed that from the moment he lost his parent or maybe even before that). He keeps chasing after jin and it's just been one bad thing after another with no light at the end of the tunnelಥ‿ಥ. I've been reading this story since it came out in 2021, and I'm obviously still a fan so if they work it out I'll definitely be happy but with the way it's going I'm just like "Everything's gone to shit, everyone should give up already(╯ರ ~ ರ)╯︵ ┻━┻ " But all I want is for Brandon to die idk how y'all are finding him attractive, he's disgusting.

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    Drago October 7, 2024 4:21 am

    Yh I agree like the only way I can see this going and it feeling earned and mildly okay is if it goes the mania route with the ending if they do end up both alive and well and together

    jyugos_nō1stan October 7, 2024 4:24 am

    Okay I finally caught up to chapter 71, and again I say; I NEED BRANDON DEAD. Anyway, I really don't like the way it looks like Mathew is giving up his life for Jin. He's clearly a talented artist so seeing him seemingly give up that one thing in his life to go risk all for Jin is kinda painful to me. Plus, I can smell the angst coming. I can sense someone's about to die and I don't think it's just gonna be brandon. so POTATO, PUT THE GUN DOWN AND GO SUBMIT YOUR ART TO THE EXHIBIT, LEAVE THE MAFIA SHIT TO THE ACTUAL MAFIA IM BEGGING ATP

    jyugos_nō1stan October 7, 2024 4:27 am
    Yh I agree like the only way I can see this going and it feeling earned and mildly okay is if it goes the mania route with the ending if they do end up both alive and well and together Drago

    righttt I was just thinking about that lol. I have a feeling there's gonna be a time skip and they're gonna have to be apart for a while.. I think it's kinda necessary but at the same time I hate that route so much

    Drago October 7, 2024 4:32 am

    Ye it's soooo.... Sigh.

    As someone who has extreme abandonment trauma like I don't think it's gonna get any better especially with his age and how fucked the story is. I understand the mental process completely. It is so sad how trauma will make u have such low self preservation skills, self respect, identity etc. soooo....
    I ain't got no hope .

    Irene October 7, 2024 5:11 am

    For real, I am no longer a big fan of their relationship anymore. Mathew's obsession with Jin is not cute.

    jyugos_nō1stan October 19, 2024 6:48 pm
    Ye it's soooo.... Sigh. As someone who has extreme abandonment trauma like I don't think it's gonna get any better especially with his age and how fucked the story is. I understand the mental process completely... Drago

    YOU GET ITಥ‿ಥ