I'm more worried about Dohu when the truth comes out because he still carries wounds from his years of being bullied and hearing his ex gf saying "Pieces of trash like him deserve to be forever alone" (something along this). He's dating Juheon with the feeling he may get fed up with him sooner or later. All of his inner monologues about feelings and love are so pessimistic and fatalistic, and with the introduction of one of his former bullies while Dohu is getting emotionally attached to someone for the first time and going through emotions he never had before...
Gonna hope Seojin and Jinseok, favorite red-headed puppy, will bring some support if the worst happens.
Plus, I wish Seojin would come clean about the "Juheon used as a reference" too: because she's a BL reader, knows Dohu is a BL writer, how Dohu's personality is, and she was the one who said "why don't you use him as a reference". Sure, Dohu went with this idea, but it was someone else's idea, first.
But because of this, the image of scumbag top has lost its appeal to him, and I wonder if he was processing his past (aka being into scumbag top, because people treated him like trash and the dynamic felt normal)
I can feel the angst, but...
I'm more worried about Dohu when the truth comes out because he still carries wounds from his years of being bullied and hearing his ex gf saying "Pieces of trash like him deserve to be forever alone" (something along this). He's dating Juheon with the feeling he may get fed up with him sooner or later. All of his inner monologues about feelings and love are so pessimistic and fatalistic, and with the introduction of one of his former bullies while Dohu is getting emotionally attached to someone for the first time and going through emotions he never had before...
Gonna hope Seojin and Jinseok, favorite red-headed puppy, will bring some support if the worst happens.
Plus, I wish Seojin would come clean about the "Juheon used as a reference" too: because she's a BL reader, knows Dohu is a BL writer, how Dohu's personality is, and she was the one who said "why don't you use him as a reference". Sure, Dohu went with this idea, but it was someone else's idea, first.
But because of this, the image of scumbag top has lost its appeal to him, and I wonder if he was processing his past (aka being into scumbag top, because people treated him like trash and the dynamic felt normal)