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I have the same thoughts. I have similar tendencies to him, and his cynicism was v relatable. Ngl, the only thing I thought about and kept thinking about was how Sousuke grew up surrounded with love, so how is it that he was having such negative thoughts? But then again, mental health is a tricky thing, and it's always nice to see someone be so loved despite, it feels like it heals a part of me.
A lot of people here seem to focus on the sibling thing (which is honestly weird).
But I always come back to this fic sometimes just to read the part where Souske had suicidal thoughts. The guilt of being alive, wanting to die, but being unable to because there are people I care about and depend on me, that would miss me. Its a difficult existence.
This is just another yaoi fic with an average story and characters. But the disdain Souske has for himself and the guilt of being alive is something that I always resonated with.
Its painful being alive (❀╹◡╹)