Never reading this again and my heart goes out to Taejoo

Sac of ramen noodles October 3, 2024 6:06 am

I love Taejoo and I wish I got to see him happy and with a relationship with someone. he’s honestly the best character and I felt the worst for him. Before chapter 48 I had this very solid opinion, and feeling where I still think that Yoon and Taejoo should’ve been endgame. But after that chapter, I realized that it really was okay for them to break up and move on bc Yoon’s path was just so heavy if you understand what I mean. A part of me still wants them together bc it’s like they’ve known each other for 30 years. In my opinion that’s already soulmates but it’s like you really come to understand the reason why it’s better for them to be apart, which is unfortunate honestly. For me, I viewed them as practically married, like you’ve known each other forever, been dating each other for eight years I wouldn’t be able to let that go. I wouldn’t WANT to let that go. (They could’ve worked it out if they really wanted to but thats a whole nother thing). Which is why my heart was clinging onto the relationship because it’s like why are you leaving each other because they really were truly in love but you understand why they broke up. Earlier throughout the story before that chapter, when they were discussing how it’s better for them to Move On I was just so against it because it’s like move on to what? You’re 31. I just feel like for me at that point what is there to move onto I’m 31 and I’ve loved you since I was a teenager. There is no moving on for me. But I understand, I just pray some shit like this never happens to me LMFAOOOO. And I think what’s even more captivating is that Taejoo wasn’t wrong. It’s not like he wasn’t supporting Yoon’s dream. He was just telling him that it’s dangerous which he was correct don’t you see he literally got shot and was in a coma for five years. It’s like if he listened and never went, they would’ve been fine so it’s like there is no fault in Taejoo but at the same time it’s like this is this man’s dream his passion. It’s just one of those things you know. It’s a good story, leaves my mouth a little bit bitter but it is good.

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    mysugardaddyissatan October 17, 2024 9:22 am

    When the uke said that "I love you but you're too broken because of me so I will let you go." I was like, HUH? Isn't that like the 99% of the seme out there? I don't see nothing wrong with that LMAO As much as I want Taejoo to be the end game too, I feel like he deserves someone who won't let me be so anxious. I'm really glad we get to see him happy and contented in the end.

    Sac of ramen noodles October 17, 2024 4:38 pm
    When the uke said that "I love you but you're too broken because of me so I will let you go." I was like, HUH? Isn't that like the 99% of the seme out there? I don't see nothing wrong with that LMAO As much as ... mysugardaddyissatan

    No literally like I just wish the best for him fr genuinely feel like he deserves the worldcause I’d be TORN TF UP

    mysugardaddyissatan October 17, 2024 4:59 pm
    No literally like I just wish the best for him fr genuinely feel like he deserves the worldcause I’d be TORN TF UP Sac of ramen noodles

    Also the uke kinda move on real fast too while Taejoo actually lived and suffered every day in that 5 years. Will I be hated if I say I kinda just skimmed through the last chapters of the main couple and just read the chapters in where Taejoo is?? Like he deserves the world.

    Sac of ramen noodles October 17, 2024 5:15 pm
    Also the uke kinda move on real fast too while Taejoo actually lived and suffered every day in that 5 years. Will I be hated if I say I kinda just skimmed through the last chapters of the main couple and just r... mysugardaddyissatan

    No, I was thinking that too. He did move on fast but at the same time it’s like you just woke up from a coma for five years and it’s like your boyfriend is rejecting you because he thinks it’s cruel for him to leave the person who’s been right by his side supporting him so it’s like I get it I do but it’s just so bitter in my mouth my God. so naturally, the man who is supporting him, he’s going to fall for him the ML. Like this was such a tough read because it’s like OK I understand both sides goes like it’s not my fault I was in a whole coma but the same time as like for Taejoo and his perspective, it’s like you just went missing for five years. But no, I did the same low-key like for the last chapters I didn’t really care I just want to see Taejoo for real and how he was doing.LMAOO

    mysugardaddyissatan October 17, 2024 6:05 pm
    No, I was thinking that too. He did move on fast but at the same time it’s like you just woke up from a coma for five years and it’s like your boyfriend is rejecting you because he thinks it’s cruel for h... Sac of ramen noodles

    Yeah I kinda understand the uke's actions. Being heartbroken makes you stupid. But me personally I wouldn't let that 8 years of relationship go so easily. I wouldn't let go without fighting for real. Like Taejoo did everything and waited for him for 5 years. He is so DEVOTED AND LOYAL. He's literally so perfect??? I would at least just focus on therapy and wait until he's single again. I mean is it really cheating or do I just lent my bf to you for a little bit because of my special circumstances?

    Sac of ramen noodles October 18, 2024 12:08 am
    Yeah I kinda understand the uke's actions. Being heartbroken makes you stupid. But me personally I wouldn't let that 8 years of relationship go so easily. I wouldn't let go without fighting for real. Like Taejo... mysugardaddyissatan

    LMFAOOO NAH SAME PLS I WOULDVE FOUGHTTTT like hoe move THIS MY MAN and trust in getting him back tf IDGAF

    mysugardaddyissatan October 18, 2024 3:04 am
    LMFAOOO NAH SAME PLS I WOULDVE FOUGHTTTT like hoe move THIS MY MAN and trust in getting him back tf IDGAF Sac of ramen noodles

    YOU GET IT LMAO better pack up hoe you're just a phase here comes the legal wife. If the ML wasn't there, I bet the uke's would use everything he has to bring Taejoo's back and I think that's a more realistic take because they literally known each other for 30 YEARS lol

    Sac of ramen noodles October 18, 2024 3:11 am
    YOU GET IT LMAO better pack up hoe you're just a phase here comes the legal wife. If the ML wasn't there, I bet the uke's would use everything he has to bring Taejoo's back and I think that's a more realistic t... mysugardaddyissatan

    Omg I didn’t even think of it like that you’re so right

    Anonymous98 October 24, 2024 7:47 am
    Yeah I kinda understand the uke's actions. Being heartbroken makes you stupid. But me personally I wouldn't let that 8 years of relationship go so easily. I wouldn't let go without fighting for real. Like Taejo... mysugardaddyissatan

    Loyal until he's not, opinion is subjective but compared to into the rose garden which made me bawl so hard, ways of parting is just frustratingly annoying albeit STILL being a good read, love a miserable heartbreak lmao

    mysugardaddyissatan October 24, 2024 12:34 pm
    Loyal until he's not, opinion is subjective but compared to into the rose garden which made me bawl so hard, ways of parting is just frustratingly annoying albeit STILL being a good read, love a miserable heart... Anonymous98

    When did he never been loyal? He thought the uke died and still stayed loyal for more than 4 years. If that bitch ass didn't manipulated him, he still probably stayed that way. Me personally I'll mourn for 2 years max lmao. I still haven't read the Into The Rose Garden so I can't give my opinion to it ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    punpurin November 7, 2024 2:21 am
    When did he never been loyal? He thought the uke died and still stayed loyal for more than 4 years. If that bitch ass didn't manipulated him, he still probably stayed that way. Me personally I'll mourn for 2 ye... mysugardaddyissatan

    right like Taejoo probs wouldn't have ever gotten into a relationship if the pos didn't manipulate him. In the novel, he even tried to get back with the uke at the end cause it was hard for him to let go of his love, but the uke insisted he moves on. IDK i feel like taejoo is happy now, without a lover and that's okay. bro needs a break. but deep down...i really wishes taejoo and mc were endgame :(

    mysugardaddyissatan November 7, 2024 5:59 am
    right like Taejoo probs wouldn't have ever gotten into a relationship if the pos didn't manipulate him. In the novel, he even tried to get back with the uke at the end cause it was hard for him to let go of his... punpurin

    They did say that Taejoo is happy and contented now in the side stories. For me, I wanted Taejoo to be happy too but I don't like the mc to be the one for him. MC hurt Taejoo so much I don't think he deserves him. He need someone with the same priority as him and would make him feel secured (uke can't do it, he loves him job that traumatized Taejoo) they would be unhappy if they'd be together.