It's impossible not to hate her guts for enjoying a honeymoon with the emperor while the man who saved her life and gave her a chance to continue living is still in prison, even if I still think Gideon's a complete IDIOT for not telling her everything sooner (she probably couldn't grow attached to him these 3 years because of the way she was always finding out he had been keeping yet ANOTHER friggin secret... not the most favorable way to come to understand someone's many "selfless" sacrifices for you... Besides, Gideon not telling her is indeed part of the reason she kept 3 EFFING YEARS blaming herself for the ML's "suffering", which, coupled with a previous life where that same guilt made her off herself, is kinda A LONG TIME!! Gideon, boy, you could've stopped HER obsession with him if you had freakin TALKED sooner!!).
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To sum up: the ML is a trigger-happy yandere control-freak, the 2nd ML is a secretive self-effacing doormat with a hero complex, and the FL is a stupid ignorant pushober Mary Sue that wouldn't know what friggin "GRATITUDE" is, even if it came to bite her in the ass...
*the FL is a stupid *pushover*
I kept reading bc I was more interested in Troy and Hessel's story, to be honest.
Fr.... i felt so bad for Gideon
at first I didn’t get why all the top comments were one star ratings and yelling that’s it’s shit and to stay away but i never fucking hell nah man they were fucking right I should’ve listened