Recommend please!! I needed something to read

lemme know too lol I love reading things that give me trauma

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shadow_house/ (personal fave,, also has an anime but ofc the manga is still superior)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/secret_alliance/ (short read but it was worth it)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/miss_guillotine/ (this matches ur description with every detail, also my fave)

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/even_if_you_don_t_love_me/
Author made this too dark

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dreadful_night/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hwang_young_s_misery/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/murderer_llewellyn_s_enchanting_dinner_invitation/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/lifeless_man/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dark_heaven/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/into_the_blue_water/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_world_without_you/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_beast_must_die/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/memories_of_your_breath_jujucat/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_tree_without_roots/

These are some of my favourite BL dark stuff
At least I got that vibe from them

This bring back memory. I remember I droppe this one because of how mentally exhausting it was and opted for lighter bl, and now I'm gonna pick this up again (⌒▽⌒)

Never heard of this one, imma try it because the art looks cool

Damn, I skimmed each manhwa (and their Pic) and it literally captured what I was looking for. My only question is, are you okay, those recommendation looks sick like the mental well-being of the ml/character in them.
these manhwa would give me a long lasting trauma I guess. Time to binge read them, thank you

Hehe babe I get you ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Thank you for asking, I love youuu
I use crying as a form of healthy stress relief because I have type 2 Bipolar disorder which causes a lot of anxiety for me
Because of that I read a lot of stuff that I can relate to, they make me emotional
I have a list of stuff that made me cry
You can see if you can find anything there as well
I hope you enjoy <3
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2665396/

Given, December rain, ways of parting & cold blooded beast on the same collection . I know this will be good. If you haven't read it already, I think 10 years I love you most fit in your collection.

Thank you for a months worth of manhwa (▰˘◡˘▰)

IS THAT A HWANG YOUNG’S MISERY ENJOYER I SEE!??????
COME HERE, I GIB YOU BIG SMOOCHHHHH (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Yasss I'm planning to read that soon
Thank youuu

WAAAAH I needed a smooch right now （/TДT)/
I'll give you a smooch too :-*