You hit the nail on the head and wrote everything I would, like the gall to get jealous and angry about the seme having been with someone when the dude has had numerous girlfriends. Sooooo sorry he wasn't a good little celibate dude being all alone and never maybe trying to find someone else or just having an fwb hookup. I wish the seme had thrown back the things about the uke having numerous girlfriends. Also he knew about blue haired guy when he saw them kiss, and after the seme wanting to be honest and clear the air oh sorry maybe you don't like him anymore? Fuck that, the seme deserves so much better.
Bro “bros before hoes”-Ed too hard with gay Bestie that’s been in love with him for 10 years, gives a relationship a try cause “there’s no going back” and he doesn’t wanna lose his friendship, gets told he wouldn’t lose him either way but DECIDES TO TRY relationship anyway and then jumps in anticipating 5 steps ahead as if it’s only a matter of time that they’ll happen and as if there’s no choice and doesn’t realize he’s actively just looking forward to it while the gay friend’s just chilling…
LIKE WHY ARE YOU DISAPPOINTED HE ONLY KISSED YOUR FOREHEAD AND DIDNT POUNCE ON U THE FIRST NIGHT YOU SLEEP OVER AFTER GETTING TOGETHER AND WHY HAVE YOU DECIDED YOURE THE BOTTOM FOR GHE BOTH OF YOU WHEN YOU BARELY JUST STEPPED INTO BJ TERRITORY and literally everything else he did jumping 5 steps ahead into it like actively desiring him in that way feeling disappointed it’s not happening fast enough and then still having the audacity to say “oh but I’m not gay and I’m not sure about my feelings” when for 10 years every relationship ended cause you made every girlfriend feel like your friend is the third person in the relationship like bro do u think that’s normal??
And then finding out the bestie didn’t have his life on pause and has been dating this whole time and hasn’t just been single and simply satisfied with your friendship and you’ get jealous of his past partners and mad that it’s not a first for him even though it’s not a first for you either cause you dated before… like he was more jealous of his past lovers and less mad about it being a secret… and like bro… all that jealousy and desire to be number one for him doesn’t tell you you like him???
Also letting the bestie feel all desperate and burdened as if he has to work hard to win him over and giving him no reassurance when you’re basically in a state as if you’ve been dating for years ( like come on it’s 10 years of friendship base so you know each other, you actively desire him sexually, and you don’t want him being with anyone else but you)… and then lashing out about the flashy gay guy being his past sex Partner like what’s your problem with it??/ you knew their friendship borders were blurry in the past considering your first encounter with him was seeing them kiss and you got it clarified that they’re just friends now, so it’s bold of you having any opinion on it all or getting hurt(?/ how why) when he’s been watching you have girlfriends for 10 years and being dragged along to watch it first hand EVEN DRAGGING HIM TO YOUR DATES TO THE POINT HES THE ONE TAKING PICS OF YOU WITH YOUR GIRLFRIENDS
and till the very end he didn’t properly reassure him that he loves him and still stepped into a relationship with the “might as well” attitude like aaaaaaaa I hate his ass