So real
I think it's why I'm still here. The characters are pretty damn real, they don't make it either the best nor the the worst. He doesn't enjoy being raped but it does feel good sometimes, as it would, which is a huge part of the complicated feelings around it. I don't like that there is rape in it, had it just been rape, I would have stopped reading a long time ago. I am interested in how things will turn out, I hope at least mc will turn his life around, and I want so see some semblance of a happy ending for at least those kids, but also mc is I feel that more than anything, a product of poverty, and growing up poor, and being too disabled to ever escape my financial situation, I've known people who have had to do illegal things for income. One of my exes was in prison for 2 years and an old friend I designed a tattoo for. And those are just the people I know who were caught.
I don't personally subscribe to that kind of life, I strive to be classier than that, but I'm lucky for many reasons to not have to stop to those levels.
Anyway sorry for the novel. I just have been struggling with why I'm so interested in this story and I'm pretty sure you helped me realize that it helps me be more positive about what little I have and if those kids end up getting a happy ending, that's good enough for me.
If anything happens to this kid though... This mama bear is not only put, she's pissed.
lit this u summed up my thoughts exactly!
Hey, thanks for sharing!
I kinda of want him to turn around as well but I also like that he is not an innocent flower who went to prison for being unjustly accused or something like that. He should get his redeeming arch, and he doesn't deserve to be brutally raped, but he is very much Not a Good Person. And that makes the story more interesting to me? I think mangas are usually too much about let's break the innocent little boy. It gets tiresome sometimes.
But yeah, poverty makes people desperate. And something him said... Not beating makes him anxious... Fuck, that's an addiction. He is not doing because he even believes something better will come from it, he is doing because he can't not do. Yeah.
Good writing, fucked up story
Absolutely and thanks. Yeah it really sucks. I also really want to know how the brothers got where they are. Although they're clearly bad people, I feel like they're is some bluster behind their evil. I think J is not as tough as he lets on cause of how voters he was quite immediately as soon as his uncle appeared, and clearly something happened to H to make him the way he is too. I almost fell bad for them. I absolutely DO feel bad for their child selves, but they've made too many fucked up decisions since we were introduced to them in prison alone for me to feel all that bad for either of them. I more am just interested in their progression spiral toward such extreme depravity.
I wonder if the relationship will eventually evolve to something more than sexual slavery... We gotta keep reading this mess hahaha
But it's the first time I see people needing medical attention after being raped. It's actually better than the "and he suddenly becomes cock addicted" rape outcome most group scenes get.
Also, the first prison manga where it does make sense they are in prison.