I’m re-reading again, and I’m still confused by this. Was be actually trying to kill him, or wanted to? But he also told kirin to leave him. So doesn’t that mean be wanted to protect him in a way? And also, why would he want Kirin to leave, or to kill him, if be bad liked him and been obsessed with him so much? And protected him so much? Didn’t he like Kirin and accept their relationship?
I’m re-reading again, and I’m still confused by this. Was be actually trying to kill him, or wanted to? But he also told kirin to leave him. So doesn’t that mean be wanted to protect him in a way? And also, why would he want Kirin to leave, or to kill him, if be bad liked him and been obsessed with him so much? And protected him so much? Didn’t he like Kirin and accept their relationship?