Oh no no ... I have read really toxic stuff all these years . HOWEVER I AIN'T GONNA STAY WITH SOMEONE ALREADY MARRIED ( Situationship / not ) and AIN'T GONNA TOLERATE SHIT . I GONNA GET THE F*** OUTTA There. I can make my own rationale decisions irl , this fiction better in my phone . I don't really know what you are going through...but I just suggest get outta there, Lady.
Yeahhh... I think I'm someone rationale but then he came and things get awry... you know like how you stretch a rubber band, the harder you tried to get away, the harder it tries to pull you in. Can't even tell other people about this and i know most times he's gaslighting me... I know that so I'm thinking if i gone crazy or what?
I've been in mangago for i think almost 10 years, half of that as a guest, read a lot of good shits and the craziest, cringest shits. But most yaoi i read, well it's what most yaoi are, are about toxicity and how something as akin to love can come from something so cruel and hateful. I'm now at an age where I should be married and stuff but I'm now in this situationship w/someone married and crazy. Like how can I tolerate this shit? Like I can't rationalize this behavior at all. Now I'm thinking if all of those manga have affected me this much...