he's in denial

''i end up going against my instincts'' bro is the most impulsive guy ever. wdym your instinct was to not kiss him? seems like he's in denial if he thinks fucking/kissing him every time they see each other is rationnal.
this is not some big manipulation game my guy, you're just a sad heartbroken dude, time to drop the stoic attitude.
it pisses me off that he acts all emotionneless and makes leo feel ashamed of himself for actually trying to face his feeling and communicate (even if tbh he's rly self centered while doing so). then he turns around, gives him false hope while being like ''i do that so he leaves me alone''.. no bro you do that cause you want to, stop lying to yourself