I have like 10% sympathy for the ML bc he did become a father unexpectedly but he's been S...

I have like 10% sympathy for the ML bc he did become a father unexpectedly
but he's been SUCH a dick this entire time that it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth
their finally communicating doesn't seem sweet or like a relief, it just seems like excuses
he hit real real real low in that last argument. I was horrified at what he said. if it were me I absolutely would have taken my kid and gone, fuck allathat (and I do have kids and a spouse so I'm not just saying that, if my spouse spoke to me like that it'd be o-v-e-r). Way to confirm literally all of Baekyeo's worst fears in one sweep you jackass
if you really did feel guilty over that you thought you r@ped him then why exactly did you continue a sexual relationship with him? (been a while since I read the beginning chapters but iirc he initiates it most of the time too and Baekyeo wasn't all that into it at first) Why did you openly treat the kid (who did nothing wrong) like a burden? You literally are still calling him "the boy" while you're apologizing. why did you repeatedly take your anger out on Baekyeo and refuse to extend him even the smallest amount of trust?
it honestly feels like the author is trying to wrap it all up real fast so there's some Plot Forgiveness happening and it doesn't sit right with me