"and in this cold, cruel world..maybe "better" is just another word for "happy" " what if i k m s

god what the fuck just happened omfg i've been putting off reading this for soooooo long and i sure as hell regret it now bcs what the fuck it's so good no way i could have predicted how things happened i was literally holding my breath the whole time ugh i love this sm they both still def have some issues but i like that author clarified that they're aware of that and they're working on getting better together, this was insane im actually speechless by how good this is