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CrescentLuna September 27, 2024 8:10 pm

So much dog blood. I love simon but he is crazy beyond saving. I hate author not ship mickey (donald) with MC.
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At the first place, author never ellaborated mc's appearance, what does he looks like, he is cute? Handsome? I keep curious and just depend on caption "he is resemblance of his mother, his mother the most beautiful.", ok, author too lazy too explain mc's appearance and giving a hint that, MC have the most beautiful face just like his mom.

I can tell that MC have a mental problem after being tortured and ab*sed to the state that stokholm syndrome. There 2 ml, ML 1 and ML 2, but MC HE with ML 1, ML 1 killed ML 2, they are love rivals at the end. Both ml's the first one r*pe MC together and ab*sed tortured MC, kidnapped him, let him gang r*ped dozens time, and they also become a love rival at the end.
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Here timeline age of MC being gang-r*ped
20 years old
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MC was put in the dormitory together with 4 rapists (include ML 1 and ML 2) . This 4 rapists gang-r*ped MC every night start from the first night MC admitted into dormitory while he asleep and they drug MC make him unable awake till morning. Too many ab*sed and tortured, not only that ML 1 whipped MC till bloody hell. 4 rapists also drag MC to be gang-r*ped by others juniors and dorminotories teacher for several times. After that, MC set up a fire to whole dorminotary where he living with rapists and killed one of the rapists, he escaped.
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25 years old
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MC as ex marine, retired after being shot by mercenary. 3 rapists that still alive captured him, detained him and get 14 men to gang-r*ped him for dozens time. He being detained on the bed and gang-r*ped for a months, at the same time simon (ML 2) taken cared of him and treated well everytime after gang-r*ped session end everyday. 3 rapists did that to MC just for punishment because ran away and tried to killed them 5 years ago. And that time ml1 ml2 started obsessed toward MC. At the end, MC killed one of 3 rapists, jerome (ml1) silently freed him go.
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33 years old
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MC cannot overcome his revenge toward his rapists. Only left ml1 ml2 as his rapists that he need to kill. MC tracked them and tried to kill them. MC gang-r*ped again for 2 times by gang in the club, both mls just let him get gang-r*ped at the same time they save MC from leader of the club. And thats how MC developed stockholm syndrome and obsessively love toward both mls after they through various obstacles. They escaped together, MC and ml2 seperated from ml1 during their escape, MC amnesia.
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35 years old
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MC amnesia for 2 years and live happily as lovers with ml2. Ml1 still alive, MC slowly get his memories, ml2 lying to him, ml2 tried distord his real memories by using drug. MC dissapointed and feels betrayed by ml2. MC and ml1 met again. MC love both his rapists so he drag both mls live together with him while both mls have a grudges each other. Ml1 left MC becuz he want to take a revenge toward his family, MC left ml2 because he distressed for both mls and want to be alone. MC captured and detained by his one-night-stand man, that man was some one (ml1) sleep too perhaps jelous that man sleep with MC, also simon beat up that man into pulp, cut off his fingter and distord his face, that man captured MC to take revenge for (ml1) but he scared of ml1 so he lash on his anger to MC, also get r*ped. So many conflicted between them at the end, ml1 killed ml2 while ml2 tried drag MC to die together with him. (There also a hint r*pe by mls)
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I don't know how MC overcome after gangr*pe for over donzens time? If it happen to me I going crazy. MC have been almost give up and crazy after being gangr*pe dozens time and keep detained by mls. But, I amazed by his mental state that managed to overcome his trauma in a short time. I hate he happy ending with his rapist, not only rapist but the rapist also drag MC to be gang r*ped for dozens time and this is ML most sh*t and scumbag that I found not get any redemenation at all, totally shit. I don't know what author think, but I love all non-con in this story, but I hate HE this story, I hope MC go for mickey/donald because he is good unlike jerome (ML 1), there are a hint mickey (donald) have a platonic love for MC. Actually there are more then one person have a platonic love toward MC mostly of them are good character but as you know, author end up MC with scumbag. Or just let he be alone and all rapist just die, for me.

Responses
    Etheve September 27, 2024 10:47 pm

    If I would have taken a shot every time I read the word rape in your summary I would have died of liver cirrhosis.
    Says a lot about the story of this Manwha.

    Miss Misty September 28, 2024 3:48 am

    I wonder if I need to drag the author to a psychiatrist or I myself need to see a psychiatrist .

    Imp September 28, 2024 5:29 am
    I wonder if I need to drag the author to a psychiatrist or I myself need to see a psychiatrist . Miss Misty

    Both. Both is the answer

    ZeZone September 28, 2024 8:23 am

    it really is a bad life

    Miss Misty September 28, 2024 10:49 am
    it really is a bad life ZeZone

    Bad ?? It's fucking worst !! Shitty !! Disgusting !!

    Yuki_Is_Thirsty September 28, 2024 1:01 pm

    Wow that's a lot if I have a penny everytime a rape is mentioned I would have 1000+ (exaggerated) which is a lot

    SeokjinSunoo September 29, 2024 6:36 am

    Ooff tysm will not reading thank god I saw this before getting attached

    YVVP September 29, 2024 8:01 am

    I think the novel cover potrayed the mc perfectly, its a face mixed of beauty and handsome, a really muscular body, and (I think) hold a manly aura.

    I understand your complain towards the end game, but even I think the mc is too twisted for other ppl(he cant even stay with Teddy besides saying how much he likes him). Anyway, I believe mikey end up with Harry at the end of the story.

    I lied if I said I didnt hold any grudge towards Jerome, but at the same time, I really like him. If only they never meet those kids…

    If you actually pay attention, Jerome is bad bcs the twins shaped him that way. If they meet under diff circumstance, they wouldnt have that much of problem building their relationship.

    Lets not forget how many times Jerome warns the MC and how many time MC comebacks to him, theyre in a twisted relationship and no one can help them except each other(they literally save each other, duh).

    I really wish the author release more of Jerome and Raymond side story bcs they’re so sweet when they actually dating each other, their interaction with the kid is also so cute.

    YVVP September 29, 2024 8:04 am
    I think the novel cover potrayed the mc perfectly, its a face mixed of beauty and handsome, a really muscular body, and (I think) hold a manly aura.I understand your complain towards the end game, but even I th... YVVP

    I hope you didnt take my reply in a bad way, cuz even I think this story is so bad it shouldnt ever get an adaptation. Even if the overall story aspect is good.

    Cazela September 29, 2024 1:30 pm

    man, Jerome getting mc gang-raped and you said that they save eachother hahahaahh WTF dude

    YVVP September 29, 2024 2:15 pm
    man, Jerome getting mc gang-raped and you said that they save eachother hahahaahh WTF dude Cazela

    Im talking about jerome getting mc out of george hunting and mc trying to save jerome from suicide plan. Or the glass garden explosion arc. I think vol.3 and 4 is well written(club is disturbing tho) I rather sad its not talked more. And lets not pretend that Jerome isnt warn mc before he entered the club. Moreover, which gang raped youre talking about? Theres too much of it, the george one? Jerome is indebted to george, he would fated worse than death if george said he killed hugh. Saving mc is bare minimum but I wont forget that its exist. Or maybe its bcs Anna put mc in top floor as Jerome replacement? Surely you didnt think its Jerome fault right?

    Mimi September 30, 2024 2:38 am

    Wtf

    Cazela October 17, 2024 2:42 pm
    Im talking about jerome getting mc out of george hunting and mc trying to save jerome from suicide plan. Or the glass garden explosion arc. I think vol.3 and 4 is well written(club is disturbing tho) I rather s... YVVP

    Well i don't know the whole story so i guess i just w8 this one to be completed and binge read this so i can reply you with confidence haha