The author’s note is really sus. But as a someone who has wrote before, there are many times where I have acted a disgusting persona to get the flow smooth. It could be that when she was writing the rapists dialogue and action, she was excited cause she felt like that villain. And she also felt sad cause she also wrote Seno. But that's just from my experience. I wouldn't deny there are many people who gets excited at rape and Bl authors have history of romanticising abuse most.
The author’s note is really sus. But as a someone who has wrote before, there are many times where I have acted a disgusting persona to get the flow smooth.
It could be that when she was writing the rapists dialogue and action, she was excited cause she felt like that villain. And she also felt sad cause she also wrote Seno.
But that's just from my experience. I wouldn't deny there are many people who gets excited at rape and Bl authors have history of romanticising abuse most.