Thanks for the summary!
No problem :3
Thank you!! I was curious cause after long hiatus, I forget when I come back lmao.
Does he still have sex with others to this day? At least I understand why now, thanks to you.
So since Yashiro isn’t impotent anymore and does it with others, does his body have a hard on/turned on? But as you said, just not fully satisfied, as if he’s missing something?
Yashiro is impotent now except for Doumeki. For the past four years he has been having sex with other people, but he didn’t gain sexual gratification from that. He only continued it because he felt that „he was only fine when he felt pain” (there are his words). I guess that for him it was a form of self-punishment.
Basically Doumeki had ED but after falling for Yashiro he stopped, Yashiro got raped when he was young and to counter the trauma he started having rough encounters to justify the rape as a normal thing that "just happened" (he wasn't impotent then), Doumeki tho had rly gentle and loving sex with Yashiro that makes him (yashiro) realize that the rape back then is NOT normal and is not something thats fair and the past years of abuse weren't justifiable ,after Yashiro left Doumeki because he was scared of facing the trauma he got raped another time and became impotent for the past 4 years ,he meets Doumeki again and stops being impotent just for him, Yashiro body realizes the trauma but his mind doesn't let that thought thru. Also he doesn't want to face the truth so he still does it woth others without satisfaction to go back to the old him without facing the reality and years of abuse.