Basically Doumeki had ED but after falling for Yashiro he stopped, Yashiro got raped when he was young and to counter the trauma he started having rough encounters to justify the rape as a normal thing that "just happened" (he wasn't impotent then), Doumeki tho had rly gentle and loving sex with Yashiro that makes him (yashiro) realize that the rape back then is NOT normal and is not something thats fair and the past years of abuse weren't justifiable ,after Yashiro left Doumeki because he was scared of facing the trauma he got raped another time and became impotent for the past 4 years ,he meets Doumeki again and stops being impotent just for him, Yashiro body realizes the trauma but his mind doesn't let that thought thru. Also he doesn't want to face the truth so he still does it woth others without satisfaction to go back to the old him without facing the reality and years of abuse.
Basically Doumeki had ED but after falling for Yashiro he stopped, Yashiro got raped when he was young and to counter the trauma he started having rough encounters to justify the rape as a normal thing that "just happened" (he wasn't impotent then), Doumeki tho had rly gentle and loving sex with Yashiro that makes him (yashiro) realize that the rape back then is NOT normal and is not something thats fair and the past years of abuse weren't justifiable ,after Yashiro left Doumeki because he was scared of facing the trauma he got raped another time and became impotent for the past 4 years ,he meets Doumeki again and stops being impotent just for him, Yashiro body realizes the trauma but his mind doesn't let that thought thru. Also he doesn't want to face the truth so he still does it woth others without satisfaction to go back to the old him without facing the reality and years of abuse.