(Little Mushroom Spoilers!!!)
"The place he should return to was the abyss. He had to return to that cave and find that set of white bones. Everything started from there, and everything would end there as well."
"In the face of everything that was destined to go extinct, Lu Feng and Lu Feng's destiny, and he had his own destiny.
And now, it was all over."
Ever since this scene from Little Mushroom chapter 39, I've never been the same. Let me tell you, after this scene, for the remaining of THE ENTIRE SECOND VOLUME UNTIL AN ZHE CAME BACK, I WAS BAWLING, I SERIOUSLY COULDN'T STOP CRYING. I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA DIE LIKE THAT AND WAS NEVER GONNA SEE LU FENG AGAIN AND WHEN HE ADMITTED HE WANTED TO SEE LU FENG AGAIN I WANTED TO K*S, CAUSE HOW TF WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF THEY WERE GONNA MEET AGAIN OR NOT??? ESPECIALLY WHEN LU FENG WAS ALL THE WAY BACK IN THE HUMAN BASE WHILE HE WAS AT THE RESEARCH INSTITUTE IN THE ABYSS. DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON WHEN HE SACRIFICED HIMSELF, I'M NOT EXAGGERATING WHEN I SAY I had to put my phone down, cover my face and JUST CRY FOR A GOOD 5 MINUTES, I COULDN'T READ MORE CAUSE MY EYES WERE SO BLURRY. LIKE I WAS ACTUALLY ABOUT TO END IT ALL. AND THE
"He was just a little mushroom..." GIRL BYE PLEASE KILL ME. WHY DID THE AUTHOR HAVE TO ADD THAT LINE???? I WAS ALREADY GOING THROUGH THE 5 STAGES OF GRIEF AND THAT LINE SHATTERED ME EVEN MORE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL Y'ALL JUST HOW HARD I WAS CRYING, IVE NEVER CRIED SO HARD LOOKING AT A PIECE OF FICTION IN MY LIFE. (except Igneel's death scene in fairy tail).
BUT THE NOVEL WAS SO SO AMAZING, LU FENG THAT MAN AND HIS FUCKING DIALOUGE, IT MADE THE STORY 100X MORE SENTIMENTAL AND THE FUCKING
"He is the one who judges me..." ARHHRHGSIGIGIRIGNGNGS. I WANNA BANG MY HEAD ON A WALL I LOVE THEM SO MUCH BUT IT BROKE ME INTO A MILLION PIECES, I WILL NEVER AND I MEAN NEVER, RECOVER FROM THE EMOTIONAL DAMAGE I GOT FROM THOSE SCENES.
LIKE I WAS DONE, IF I WASN'T SO CURIOUS WHAT HAPPENED I WOULD TOSSED MY PHONE ACROSS THE ROOM AND JUMPED THAT'S HOW DEPRESSED I WAS I WAS QUESTIONING ALL MY LIFE DESICIONS. (Like I was actually avoiding reading the novel for a long time because I HATE, HATE angst, but the manhua and the plot was so interesting and I heard so many good reviews so I decided to check it out) IT WAS THE WORST AND BEST DESCISION OF MY LIFE. LIKE IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE IVE READ A STORY THAT GOOD. (I think this was also right after I read the Rainbow City novel as well SO THE BAR WAS HIGHHH) LIKE I GOT A FEW SPOILERS AND I THOUGHT I COULD HANDLE IT, BITCH NOPE. NO AMOUNT OF SPOILERS COULD'VE PREPARED ME FOR THE EMOTIONAL DAMAGE. LIKE IF I SUED THE AUTHOR FOR EMOTIONAL DISTRESS, I WOULD'VE WON THE CASE IN A HEARTBEAT.
IT WAS LIKE 1 AM AT NIGHT AND MY PILLOW WAS SOAKE, MY BED WAS FLOODED WITH TEARS, MY DESK WAS FILLED WITH SNOT FILLED TISSUE PAPER. LIKE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT NOVEL FUCKING BROKE ME, IT DESTROYED EVVERY FIBER OF MY BEING, I'M NEVER READING ANGST AGAIN BUT IT WAS SO SO GOOD. (which is why I bought the physical copy of the manhua, all the official chapters of the manhua, both physical copies of the novel raw and the official physical English copy of Judgement day) SIGHHHH
This must’ve been that good u wrote all this like this is the effort I try to give in my English class but fail.
OFC I TOOK 5 COLLEGE LEVEL ENGLISH CLASSES WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND PASSED WITH ALL As. ANYTHING FOR MY FAVORITE BLS (just wait till you see the 14k word summary I wrote on the rainbow city novel after the manhwa -._-.)
This broke me so bad, so bad that I honestly don't recommend reading it
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_married_man/
Jaw dropped u that good at English
Before all of this they was fine like fr and this was from the previous chapter raws that read.... They got matching rings (which was cute btw), went to the beach, went to the carnival and rode a Ferris wheel..
But when the guys tried to kill the ML it went downhill for me when the ML found out and he said the people tracked MC's phone
My jaw dropped when I found out all of those people he slept with signed a contract saying that HE COULD SLEEP AND DRUGGED THEM LIKE WTFΣ( ￣□￣||) Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
That's what happened people started taking pills to drugged them
The one thing that hit me right in the feels was when the people he slept with and drugged were leaving him cus they call him a monster and didn't want to be with him
BRUH THE ML JUST WANT TO BE LOVED THATS ALL ┗( T﹏T )┛
I'll go first
Bittersweet Howling so yea I was reading the raws chapter 29 is what broke my heart
SPOILER ALERT
So the ML and MC are just walking together, but then guys try to kill the ML but he ends killing them instead. So ML makes sure MC is okay right?? But He gets angry and Storms off.... Mc goes after him they go back to the hotel
BRUH, the moment ML gets the Alcohol he asked the MC if he was working with the enemies I was LIKE HE KNOWS THAT MC WAS TRYING KILL HIM FROM THE START....
I thought things were gonna better as I contiuned to read raws......bro THE ML STARTS HURTING HIMSELF AFTER HES SEES MC STILL TALKING WITH THE ENEMIES THEN ML TRIES TO KILL MC AFTER GETTING BETRAYED
My Heart dropped, but things got better tho the ML come back his senses and Makes up with MC
I was litterally about TO CRY!!! ╥﹏╥