I’m awful with names so I wouldn’t be calling them by their names sorry
I really liked this story and its realistic portrayal of people! And yes that includes the miss communication bc there’s no way on earth that everyone here is fantastic at communicating? It just seems frustrating for us bc we already know lol. I think people are not thinking realistically when it came to the accident. I love all the characters but irl I would choose my childhood friend over my lover who I’ve dated for less then a year… they just needed better communication bc I think they both realized the situation but where both getting thoughts and self cautious about their relationship.. about the friend tho.. I like him as a character bc he’s a bad person but also it’s explained why he is. As someone who’s disabled, disabilities are very tough to live with and I have found my self many times in the same situation of not finding any point to living, and then to add on the fact that the character had no personality bc it was decided for him since birth.. like his mom literally started just talking about the business instead of his recovery like yikes. I think the friend was a semi realistic portrayal of someone who was never allowed to be a child or be a human at that, and when you’re finally allowed to it’s not always gonna be healthy. I also liked the portrayal of internalized homophobia and especially how it can affect people close to you. Like the whole relationship between that random side character and the uke was something I don’t see very often, internalized homophobia can become violent and anger and I always see it portrayed as sad and isolating when it can be both.. anyways if you made it to the end thank you :D I enjoy analyzing BLs sometimes and so I appreciate you reading this yap I made!
I’m awful with names so I wouldn’t be calling them by their names sorry
I really liked this story and its realistic portrayal of people! And yes that includes the miss communication bc there’s no way on earth that everyone here is fantastic at communicating? It just seems frustrating for us bc we already know lol.
I think people are not thinking realistically when it came to the accident. I love all the characters but irl I would choose my childhood friend over my lover who I’ve dated for less then a year… they just needed better communication bc I think they both realized the situation but where both getting thoughts and self cautious about their relationship..
about the friend tho.. I like him as a character bc he’s a bad person but also it’s explained why he is. As someone who’s disabled, disabilities are very tough to live with and I have found my self many times in the same situation of not finding any point to living, and then to add on the fact that the character had no personality bc it was decided for him since birth.. like his mom literally started just talking about the business instead of his recovery like yikes. I think the friend was a semi realistic portrayal of someone who was never allowed to be a child or be a human at that, and when you’re finally allowed to it’s not always gonna be healthy.
I also liked the portrayal of internalized homophobia and especially how it can affect people close to you. Like the whole relationship between that random side character and the uke was something I don’t see very often, internalized homophobia can become violent and anger and I always see it portrayed as sad and isolating when it can be both..
anyways if you made it to the end thank you :D I enjoy analyzing BLs sometimes and so I appreciate you reading this yap I made!