How low can you be and put the person you love to the bottom pit. He become obsessed over the idea of not having what others have. I mean speaking of growing up in a poor household, having to fight someone to eat food it makes you insecure and crave more of what others have. And ofc it builds up your personality, because environment is a factor to mold who you are. Working in a harsh environment, getting beaten up, injecting some suspicious lab solutions, sent to be a scapegoat is horrifying as it is, no wonder why most soldiers has ptsd. Its understandable, he has the point to be angry, but what I don't get, hated and will never forgive him is putting all the blame for someone who is innocent. Yeah you can say she is the daughter of the man who fucking started this shit. You still don't have to be overly angry and put her into misery. She betrayed her lineage to stay with you, and treat her like shit? She is also a victim! Even if she is naive, ignorant or whatnot, she was raised to be like that, to be a noble. What can you do about that if all her life there were maids or butlers serving her, feed her, buy expensive things for her and live in a comfortable life. You can't just blame her why she is born with authority, it is what it is. I know its unfair why nobles have multiple rights than commoners, but thats how life is about. There are times where life doesn't go the way you like it. Its because it just doesn't revolves only for you, you have to go with the flow and change the flow the way you like it, But keep in mind that the change you will make can affect others.
In the end, even if they say that ml doesn't really love fl, then yeah, maybe ur right but for me, he truly love her until the end. Its just that his love turned into a curse for him. He thinks that if he shows an ounce of affection it will turn into a hideous form of himself that he wanted to get rid of. Imagine, having to date the girl of your dreams while giving justice and revenge can really fucked up your mind especially doing all those clichés stuff and whats more is you were given a chance to know the person, resulting to falling deeper. Dating someone and knowing that her father is the reason why innocent people are being tortured or killed is messed up. So the process of giving revenge pent-up while also loving her more is sad, its better to have no feelings at all then maybe the revenge will be effective. He, from the start should set his goal straight. Decide things more rational than focusing her as a revenge. Using someone as a revenge is a bitch move. An asshole who disrespect her, showing distasteful expression and saying hurtful words make him look pitiful, because to be honest if he doesn't care about what she thinks of him, why do he feel anxious whenever she told him she want to file a divorce paper? So in the end its so foolish and a waste of time. A stupid male lead. A STUPID STUPID MALE LEAD. Angry and frustrated.
Overall, its a great story for someone who loves revenge, angst and regret type of story then maybe its for you. I cried several times and its good to feel these emotions spread out. Makes me feel alivee
How low can you be and put the person you love to the bottom pit. He become obsessed over the idea of not having what others have. I mean speaking of growing up in a poor household, having to fight someone to eat food it makes you insecure and crave more of what others have. And ofc it builds up your personality, because environment is a factor to mold who you are. Working in a harsh environment, getting beaten up, injecting some suspicious lab solutions, sent to be a scapegoat is horrifying as it is, no wonder why most soldiers has ptsd. Its understandable, he has the point to be angry, but what I don't get, hated and will never forgive him is putting all the blame for someone who is innocent. Yeah you can say she is the daughter of the man who fucking started this shit. You still don't have to be overly angry and put her into misery. She betrayed her lineage to stay with you, and treat her like shit? She is also a victim! Even if she is naive, ignorant or whatnot, she was raised to be like that, to be a noble. What can you do about that if all her life there were maids or butlers serving her, feed her, buy expensive things for her and live in a comfortable life. You can't just blame her why she is born with authority, it is what it is. I know its unfair why nobles have multiple rights than commoners, but thats how life is about. There are times where life doesn't go the way you like it. Its because it just doesn't revolves only for you, you have to go with the flow and change the flow the way you like it, But keep in mind that the change you will make can affect others.
In the end, even if they say that ml doesn't really love fl, then yeah, maybe ur right but for me, he truly love her until the end. Its just that his love turned into a curse for him. He thinks that if he shows an ounce of affection it will turn into a hideous form of himself that he wanted to get rid of. Imagine, having to date the girl of your dreams while giving justice and revenge can really fucked up your mind especially doing all those clichés stuff and whats more is you were given a chance to know the person, resulting to falling deeper. Dating someone and knowing that her father is the reason why innocent people are being tortured or killed is messed up. So the process of giving revenge pent-up while also loving her more is sad, its better to have no feelings at all then maybe the revenge will be effective. He, from the start should set his goal straight. Decide things more rational than focusing her as a revenge. Using someone as a revenge is a bitch move. An asshole who disrespect her, showing distasteful expression and saying hurtful words make him look pitiful, because to be honest if he doesn't care about what she thinks of him, why do he feel anxious whenever she told him she want to file a divorce paper? So in the end its so foolish and a waste of time. A stupid male lead. A STUPID STUPID MALE LEAD. Angry and frustrated.
Overall, its a great story for someone who loves revenge, angst and regret type of story then maybe its for you. I cried several times and its good to feel these emotions spread out. Makes me feel alivee