Forgot

Looking for the title of a BL Manhua I forgot:
(Some parts may not be accurate as I’m going based off memory from a while ago)

I think the mc had blonde or beige colored hair. MC is a bottom/Uke. The ML was a top/seme and had dark hair. The MC has some sort of disability (the type that’s mental?) The type to make MC suddenly have mental breakdowns? Or possibly MC has more than one condition.

The story starts with scenes from the current time where it looks as if MC and ML were lovers and possibly broken up and now ML chases him and treats him gently. MC resists cause apparently his brother told him to stay away from ML, so he follows that. Then it starts from the beginning.

They met when they were in highschool, and I think their families were acquainted with each other. The MC had a protective older brother with glasses. MC liked to play a game on his phone and became interested in ML due to ML having good luck with games? So when they were roommates, MC would use his good luck by using his hand to tap on the screen of his game while ML slept and it would make him win cards on his game? ML was mean towards MC and found him weird. The only times he would indulge in MC, would be so MC wouldn’t tell his mother about the way he treated him. Though ML didn’t know about MC’s condition/disability.
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That’s all I can remember since I didn’t read that far.