Question

I'll try to explain, but remember the love comes from a Sadist and Hwayoung is a true Sadist. Usually, one like that have a really possessive and obsessive outlook on love. A lotta times, it's just wanting to own a person, but when love is involved--as in they fall in love--that ownership becomes possession (sounds like the same things, but in the bdam world, they can be two different things). The love is obsessive and very dark and very emotional. It's heavy and can be stifling to their Lover bc of how hard the Sadist's love is. Hwayoung does love Gyuwon. But Hwayoung has never been in love. Especially when it comes to a Sub. That makes him clumsy when it comes to knowing how to love, but like it was shown, ever since he was a kid, when he wanted something, he had to have it. And he would love it to the point that he got the urge to break it and destroy it. It's the same with Gyuwon. I know it doesn't make sense but sometimes, a person--especially in the BDSM world as a Sadiat--will love someone so hard and so severe that they want to destroy the person. I think it's subconsciously bc they don't want anyone else to have that person. Plus, Hwayoung was becoming jealous bc of his blond friend wanting Gyuwon. He didnt want :That's why in those chapters, Hwayoung was talking about wanting to break Gyuwon and sever his limbs so that he can't walk (bc if he can't walk, he won't be able to "walk away" from Hwayoung aka the relationship and he would forever get to possess Gyuwon. It's all very overwhelming for Hwayoung, therefore, his love is overwhelming, and again possessive and obsessive.