https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nerd_project/
( This one's season 1 is perfect for first condition)
So true. I am like this too ones I get interrupted it's hard for me to start sth again .
All the chapters are available here in this site .
It may seem long to u .It really is but it has stories of about 4 couples. Btw "Here u are " is my first bl comic too . No rape just wholesome story . Just keep it in your want to read lost or sth so u can read it whenever you are in the mood to pick it up . The author of this comic is a guy , just letting you know. So it seems really realistic.
No smut bls but there's kissing/light touching that's HOT.
Or just very to no little smut lol doesn't matter
But a paramour is a good example of what I mean