Because I think it triggered a trauma: stabbing the mc with a knife before disappearing seven years ago, probably he doesn't want to hurt him physically (making a wound, cutting him or seeing his blood), at least that's what I think ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
I love the fact that you specified the type of hurting he didn't want to do to him cuz the rape he did to him physically hurts as well
Ikr, that's just how fuck up this ml is, to the point we need to specify what he consider to be "hurt", cuz clearly rape and being chain up it's not in his list
Really, the stabbing? NO, the kidnapping? NO, how about the rape? NAHH!!