Searching for BL

does anyone know the bl where it’s 3p and I think all of them are masochists and two of them love mc and secretly do stuff tgther and pretend it’s mc. it’s high school setting. one shot. they’re all best friends. the two others are in sports. mc comes from abusive household but he wanted to be hit by dad too bc he’s a masochist lmaooo ik the story is crazy