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no i think it's mutual but i just think Maru (that's the seme right?) still has that uneasiness that Mu will just up and break if off with him on a whim, and their relationship will never progress untill he can get over that fear and realise that Mu is crazy in love with him. Really it just seems like a trust thing, Maru has his guard up because his afraid of getting hurt, but slowly he'll start taking it down, or so i hope.
I went into when Mu said that to the girls even they had tp look at him and wonder why he said that...
I really love Mu, but it makes me sad to think that all the time he believed that Maru was ashamed of him (but it was kind of easy to think that given Maru's behaviour). It broke my heart a little. I say that for them to last for a long time, both of them need to work hard, specially Maru. The past is in the past, you can't blame Mu for doing something when you weren't even dating (and you actually rejected him many times too)... I have mixed feelings. The art is gorgeous as always and Mu is cute too, but something as being "sadistic" it's ok when it's pleasant for both parties (bdsm relationships MUST be consensual), if that's not the case, it's just being cruel since the other person has no clue of why are you doing that (Maru kind of explained but Mu agreed only cause he's madly in love and doesn't want to lose him, which is actually pretty sad)
I don't know man, I kind of need to read more to actually believe their love is mutual