This manhua is singlehandedly the most traumatizing manhua I've ever read. I've read killing stalking; I've read others- but this was mentally taxing to read (even after the third time). It's such a bittersweet story. To love someone so much that you would suffer in silence because you're scared of being hated any more. To even die in the end, holding onto your last happy memory with this trash bag because there was no happy memories that came after that. It seemed like it was more obligation that they stayed together, only because they spent 10 years (and more) together and suffered together that they thought it could work out. I feel so bad for Ai Ziyu.. To have your role be someone who can save lives but not being able to save the one you love, and also for them to not want to receive the help.. he must have felt so powerless and guilty. To love them and hold onto them in their final moments yet still not having his love be recognised or reciprocated. I hope Jiang Wenxu lives a long life :) not happily tho. I want him to suffer while being alive. But not die to be reunited with Zhishu, he doesn't deserve it. He singlehandedly ruined many people's lives with his selfishness and arrogance. He only gained his position and status because of Zhishu's father's business that was handed to him. And as soon as he got money, he began to fool around. He ruined the life of a freshly out of uni student, who didn't know better. He thought he was truly loved, but ended up being played by Jiang Wenxu and thrown aside, only to die a harsh death. He was also a victim in this. He only acted the way he did to Zhishu because he was convinced he was loved by Wenxu. So overall, it's all Jiang Wenxu's fault. It's like when men justify cheating on their partners because men can cheat a million times and still love their partners. It's just for simple physical pleasures. Whereas if women cheat, then it's because they don't love them anymore.... cheaters are scared of being cheated on because they somehow develope this unbreakable pride that they value so much. They think they have it all, to be playing with other peoples emotions... he should rot.
This manhua is singlehandedly the most traumatizing manhua I've ever read. I've read killing stalking; I've read others- but this was mentally taxing to read (even after the third time).
It's such a bittersweet story. To love someone so much that you would suffer in silence because you're scared of being hated any more. To even die in the end, holding onto your last happy memory with this trash bag because there was no happy memories that came after that. It seemed like it was more obligation that they stayed together, only because they spent 10 years (and more) together and suffered together that they thought it could work out.
I feel so bad for Ai Ziyu.. To have your role be someone who can save lives but not being able to save the one you love, and also for them to not want to receive the help.. he must have felt so powerless and guilty. To love them and hold onto them in their final moments yet still not having his love be recognised or reciprocated.
I hope Jiang Wenxu lives a long life :) not happily tho. I want him to suffer while being alive. But not die to be reunited with Zhishu, he doesn't deserve it. He singlehandedly ruined many people's lives with his selfishness and arrogance. He only gained his position and status because of Zhishu's father's business that was handed to him. And as soon as he got money, he began to fool around. He ruined the life of a freshly out of uni student, who didn't know better. He thought he was truly loved, but ended up being played by Jiang Wenxu and thrown aside, only to die a harsh death. He was also a victim in this. He only acted the way he did to Zhishu because he was convinced he was loved by Wenxu. So overall, it's all Jiang Wenxu's fault.
It's like when men justify cheating on their partners because men can cheat a million times and still love their partners. It's just for simple physical pleasures. Whereas if women cheat, then it's because they don't love them anymore.... cheaters are scared of being cheated on because they somehow develope this unbreakable pride that they value so much. They think they have it all, to be playing with other peoples emotions... he should rot.