Hugs to youu
awww... so sorry, lots of hugs and strength for you.
Also, i'll leave you a little reflection; no one will know what we're going through unless we gather our courage and speak out, I myself, even though I'm 24 still struggle with this and have to remind myself, if i want to be understood, if i want the people that i love (friends, family....) to understand the pain, struggles and emotions I'm going through, i'll have to trust them and tell them.
I know it's not easy to be vulnerable, it's scary, but next time you feel sad or lonley, try telling someone, you'd be surprised :)
thats very true, im glad to have good friends now, i trusted them and they helped me through a really tough time, im thinking of therapy too now (=・ω・=)
thank you both so much for ur concern <3
i am so jealous of sami
i want to confess because this made me realize something
i wish i had friends like that when my own parent passed and i wish i wasn't scared to talk about it with them
but it was so hard i couldnt even share anything with them because i was emotionally blocking everything off and they never asked why i was suddenly so quiet and i started isolating myself and we just drifted apart
never contacted each other again
not everyone gets to have this ._.
(￣∇￣")